On my plate:
1. GP placement - very demanding and exhausting. Hard to talk to patients if I keep getting a coughing fit everytime I talk more than 2 sentences. One of the patients told while I was printing out his MC "Maybe you should take a day off too". Hmm already took a day off on Monday.
2. Bulughul Maram (BM) - luckily I enjoy this a lot. I love Fiqh - probably my best subject. I got 87% for the last BM exam and 92% for Fiqh of Salah exam but a measly 65% for Aqidah! Maybe because Fiqh deals with facts but Aqidah deals with ideas, arguments and lots and lots of memorising dalils.
3. Usul Ath-Thalaathah & Qawaidul Arba'ah - Astaghfirullahalazeem but I am not enjoying the lessons at the moment. Maybe it is me, the sheikh or the subject but I lack motivation to study this. Please make du'a that I start working on the lessons.
4. Hafazan - Alhamdulillah finished Juz 29 with a few hitches here and there during Ramadhan. Don't want to be a perfectionist on this otherwise I'd never move onto the next Juz. Quite slow in this regard now coz I get coughing fits and shortness of breath when talking/reading Quran. Fortunately, have memorised most of the surahs in Juz 28 so I need to just revise them. Surahs new to me are: Al-Mumtahanah, Al-Munafiqun and At-Taghabun and At-Tahrim. I'm really noticing a decrease in my memory strength these days. Harder to memorise anything in general. Needs more effort and perhaps less laghw.
5. Studying for exams - I wrote a list of learning objectives.. it is 10 pages long. So the real list might actually be longer than this. Exhausting! Luckily ada study group once a week. Hopefully it will help a lot.
6. Weight and health issues - I am so overeating now. Hungry cam apa. My double chin and bulge is more pronounced now. I don't feel "perked up". My lumbar lordosis is nearly gone now - that bad is my posture. i know that I REALLY need to exercise. REALLY REALLY. Tapi malaaaaaaaaaaaasnye ya Allah. Ada je excuse.
7. Visa, employment, relocation issues - even with tight reins on money now -look I didn't even feel like buying any medicines for myself because tak cukup duit- there will still not be enough money for these 3 things.
2 comments:
No subsidised med for medical students over there ker? Take good care of yourself coz u need to care of Layth.
Time jadik student, mmg selalu tak cukup duit but bila fikir, masa kerja pun ada jugak yg short :P
hehehe international students are not treated that well
takpe la.. skit je lagi to go.
tp masa kerja ada ke tak cukup duit sampai fridge kosong?
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